I'm in love with a Russian singer, and i don't speak Russian, nor do i know anyone who does. I've never been in love with a celebrity of any kind before, and i haven't even had a strong urge to meet one.
But I've purchased all of this singer's albums (which have to be imported), and her songs give me goose bumps. Sometimes they make me giddy - and i can't help but say out loud that i love her. She feels like home to me - the most comforting factor in my life. My most prized posession is a poster that she wrote all over (in Russian) and sent to me.
I'm an attractive, intelligent guy, and i've never had any trouble meeting girls. Is it normal for me to have such strong feelings about someone i know essentially nothing about? And is it normal for me to not WANT to know more about her, for fear that i wouldn't get the same feelings from her music?