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Self-conciouss about my English
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Yes, it sounds weird but allow me to explain. English isn't my first language, and I immigrated from Russia to America five years ago, when I was fourteen. I already knew basic English, but I picked up the finer points of the language pretty fast, and I comprehend and use it very well. The problem is, I still have a really thick Russian accent.

I'm a creative writing/art major, and everyone always gives me odd looks whenever I read aloud something I've written because I still stumble over some sounds like B's, W's, and V's. Can anyone ever take me seriously as an author if I have this accent? I've tried to get rid of it, but I just can't shake it. Is this going to be a problem in my future? Will people judge me based on my accent, or is it perfectly normal to be a little self-conscious about this?
Do you think it's normal?
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jellokatt (18285)
2009-07-07 23:54:26
are you kidding me?!?!?! that is soooo cool! russian accents are super freaking sexy, and make people seem mysterious and brooding.

that's perfect for an author, or any other creative/artistic field. just wear a lot of black and try to act pissed off/aloof, and you've got it made!
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xmegwoodx (25155)
2009-07-08 01:50:49
Of course they will take you seriously and I think it makes you much more interesting. I've always been fascinated with Russian people.
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Ollieo (19003)
2009-07-08 04:33:15
You'll be judged mostly on your writing. Your accent will reveal your heritage. Thats OK - however - because the US takes a "melting pot" view on immigration - it is understandable that you feel some self-consciousness.
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Rennox (25094)
2009-07-08 09:36:40
@: jellokatt
Oh, well thanks, jellokatt. I never thought about it that, though I'd rather not go around being pissed 24/7. XD
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Chill_Pill (25078)
2009-07-08 12:12:51
I think that if people give you problems because of something so trivial then they are only jealous of your fantastic accent. The fact that you speak differently will only make you stand out (in a good way). We always put our own accents onto the things we read anyway and your verbal skills most likely will not translate onto the page (they definitely didn't show in your post). I personally think that Russian is hot and you should embrace your background, not hide from it...think of all the talent that has emerged from Russia in the past and you will see there is nothing to be ashamed of! And to answer if it's normal to be self-conscious about your accent, I would say yes, because many people from other countries encounter ignorant people who like to knock them based solely on this...even though I don't agree that this is healthy behavior on the part of the instigator. Good Luck on your writing!

~Peace~
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meateater (28123)
2009-09-12 18:34:37
you may speak engish better than many first language english speakers...so i say dont worry...and yea russian accents are cool
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olivia82 (28323)
2009-10-02 19:11:31
I love accents.
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