ok so this is strange but i kinda love serial killers. keep in mind in no way do i want to be one but they just intrest me. i'm kinda attracted to them. i can probably name about 200 serial killers and explain the details of there crimes. is that normal?
You're fascination with these monsters is not an unusual one. There are many naive individuals like yourself that find themselves oddly attracted, and romanticizing about these so-called "mysterious bad boys" who thumb their nose at social order, and live by their own rules. Destroying anyone who gets in their way. Only problem is the image is just that.. a naive fantasy..
Your problem is you only know what you read in books. You are only afforded the sanitized details that have come forward in press releases, general statements, and case overviews. You have not attempted to exercise any privilege to look into actual case files that reveal the true face of these monsters through transcripts, profiles, confessions, crime scene videos/photos and images of what remain of the victims. If you did, it would turn your stomach.
It's a lot like war. It's always glorious to read and dream about it. But all illusions of glory and grandeur are soon shattered once you are sent to the front line.
This isnt normal.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hybristophilia
Except they aren't usually attractive...
well, except for Ted Bundy.
Anyways, it's their mind I'm obsessed with. I want to know how they got so pyschotic. I want to know exactly why they kill. I want to know what made them that way, whether it was a bad childhood or what.
And to be honest, I have a lot of sympathy for some of them. An example would be Ed Gein. His mother basically made him a killer.
& As for killers who kill because they're absolutely insane... I feel bad for them, too.
It's like they kill because they've lost their preception of reality. Do you know how scary that must be, to loose your reality?
I don't know. Insanity scares me, and I'm always empathetic toward people like that.
im soo obsessed wit serial killers and death..
i plan to funeral home so i can be around death all the time..
i even have a friend that was only 14 when she went to prison for murder 1..
its was the 1st murder we had around her in a LONG time..
YOUR HUMAN