I've been sexually attracted to my aunt since i was around 14. I tried to figure out for years how i could play around with her. There was one thing that always stopped me from actually trying anything with her, and that is i've got a really small penis(a little under 3 inches when erect). Then both of my younger cousins(her sons) completly outgrew me in thickness and length. Well anyway im 26 now and for about 3 years ive wanted to show my aunt how small I am. I want her to make fun of me and laugh at me. Why do i get so turned on by the thought of being humiliated by my aunt?