I can't help it. I smile when I deliver bad news. I usually want to tell someone when someone dies, or gets tragically hurt. I don't laugh, just smile. Stuff like that kinda... well, kinda gives me a rush? I don't know how to explain it. I just know that when bad stuff happnens, I want to tell people. I also enjoy on seeing their reactions. Maybe it has something to do with wondering things about human reaction and why they do it, but I'm not sure... does this make me a horrible person?
When something terrible happens on the news but it doesn't affect you directly, like 9/11, you feel excited don't you?
It's not uncommon, but it's not desirable either.