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I am so confused... I was really really close to my dad, and he committed suicide. I started watching a television show where the lead guy looks like him, and sometimes says things like he did. It was ok, until I started fantasizing about him sexually.
I never thought about my dad that way, but now everything is getting jumbled up and I don't know what to do... My memories are getting cloudy and I can feel reality kind of slipping away. I don't want to tarnish my dad's memory and what we had... I am just so confused. Help. Please be nice guys :(
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niggawitmoney (9329)
2007-09-03 00:20:21
do not let the sexual feeling of your dad cloud your mind`try to forget those memories an remember the good ones ok
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onesickfuck (10249)
2007-09-03 02:12:45
In my sick fuck opinion: You are the king of sick fucks...
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Shavemeslowly (5177)
2007-09-03 02:48:15
@: onesickfuck
I know its sick... I am just so confused
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slackjawedyokel (6678)
2007-09-03 08:07:36
thinking of a dead dad sexually? Well anytime that thought pops into your head,morph dads head into someone else you find hot,like brad pitt and turn it into a brad pitt sexual fantasy .do it each time your dad pops up and hopefully it will stop.
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tinkius (10153)
2007-09-03 22:28:40
A girls first love is her dad. You are only experiencing left over emotions for childhood. The boundries are gone. Find a hobby and remember the boundries you had with dad.
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Deathonastick (16030)
2008-08-30 10:16:11
You can't blame yourself for your thoughts, as long as you dont attempt to entertain them. Additionally Freud wrote a lot about this kind of thing, its normal for sexual feelings of attraction to cross over to a relatives. When we are kids for example, subconciously Freud hypothisised it is our goal to mate with our mothers and kill our fathers, and in reverse for a girl (i.e. kill mother mate with father). its called the Oedipus complex. You might want to get some councilling, not becaus eyou are mentally ill, but o you can unjumble your thoughts. Also, if your attracted to the guy on the TV, thats different to being attracted to your Dad. Your proberbly attracted to the guy because he shares some of the things you liked about your father, and you feel you like a replacement. Your not sick, and you shoudlnt worry about it.
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