I have a friend and he is a boy when we were little we kinda f**ked each other ...
we kinda played and lock our self's in a room and we touched our genitals and did massages to each other .. we thought it was normal i see him every day even on weekends and it's so embarassing ! is this normal ?
I did some weird stuff like that when I was a kid, but not usually with other people. It dosent matter and it dosent 'count', just forget about it. Freud wrote loads on how children sexually explore at a young age, all kids are a little f*cked up.
Ignore it. If hes not talking about it he's probably embarrased, too. Its nothing, its normal. I expect it might be kind of weird, seeing him I mean, but you Were just kids. You have the right to forget or deny it ever happening. :)
Serious, its no big deal you were both kids and where curious thats all.
peace Jah bless
~Jane
Honestly i'm hoping you did this to yourself then and nothing else :/ because then it just starts to get weird