I have an SS fetish. It's mostly for the dress uniform the SS officers wore, but it also somewhat extends to the idea of what they were. Not the mass-murder, hunting of Jews for persecution, etc. but just the power, masculinity, intelligence, confidence, etc. Not to mention, it's one of the sexiest uniforms in existence...Pair that with a commanding German accent, and I can't help myself.
I feel bad saying it, and can't really express this to anyone, for obvious reasons. I don't want to be labeled a racist or something. Is it normal to have this fetish? Or, at least, somewhat acceptable?
Ask an Arab about Americans, and you will see how different they see us than we see ourselves. After all, Nazi Germany was our enemy in war, what are we supposed to say, they were a great people, or something ?
Your feeling of shame mixed with 'forbidden' attraction is what your sexual attraction is comprised up of. There are plenty of fetishes and, particularly, fetish for the uniforms (men or women) is quite normal (think fireman, nurse, etc..). Authority on any level can be quite sexy. Uniforms add to that appeal.
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