Stalking an ex...

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this is the thing: i went out with this girl who turned out to be lesbian. she said that she never had any interest in a guy before she met me. so i did not mind much about her past, mostly since she is nice, not like a macho looking lesbian and she only had like 3 partners in her life. acutally i believe she is just kinda confused. the thing is she decided to cut off the relationship cause she worries about having sex with a guy and her mother told her that she has to keep herself. although she has lesbic sex since 17 years old.
the problem is that she cut me off but she says she want to really be my friend and is kind of ok for me, but i just cant stand to think that she might be with a girl now. so i call her just to talk on the phone for 1 hour, kind late at night(not wake her up, we both work until late), but i know she is in her place or at least not at work. so that way i know she is not with some one.
some times i just drive close to her place, so i change my way in order to look if she is in her place or not, but dont stop.
i check her blog like every 2 days although she writes like every 2 or 3 weeks.
am i a freak?? is this stalking??

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