Hey. I get random urges to really wanting to hurt someone so much that they'd be screaming for forgiveness.
I have dreams about it also, and enjoy it..
It even happens with my friends, I almost stabbed my cousin a few days ago in the neck. And instinctly punched my mate in the face a day after. I've had other random outbursts throughout time, and it's beginning to get to me.
I believe i'm a demon, someone brought up, and possessed, although that's practically impossible, as things would've already happened, and I doubt i'd be able to actually control my body.
I keep planning out how i'm going to hurt someone, and have even began sketching out idea's I found from the movie "Saw" and the ones that followed it. Someones pain and suffering is my pleasure.
Does anyone else feel like this?
However, if you have the desire to kill, then you may seriously want to consider help.
do something spiritual like meditation or something religious (depends on what religion u are)
if you dont have one like me meditation is the best way :D