You should get back out there and start sucking cock again. And the best way to find out if you like cum is to get a guy to come in your mouth. If you don't like it the first time, don't stop. Try it again with the same guy or a few different ones. You'll find that swallowing soon becomes very natural. Just try it, you'll like it!
I kind of want to cause i did like it and am curious but after i do it or jack off afterwards i feel discusting and sick? Maybe because my mentality of being straight? Idk i just am afraid that if i do then eventually i am gonna just be gay or something or become more bi or gay if that makes sence. I LOVE WOMEN and everything about them! love love love eating pussy and could ONLY ever have feelings for a woman, never a man. like a said anything like checkin guys out, rimming, anal, etc is fucking NASTY to me but oral isnt? idk not trying to repeat myself but just need some outside advice? i stoped sucking a year or more ago because i been holdin myself back and not wanting to be that way but shit i get horny and the thought of suckin a cock sounds good when there isnt any ladies around.
You should get back out there and start sucking cock again. And the best way to find out if you like cum is to get a guy to come in your mouth. If you don't like it the first time, don't stop. Try it again with the same guy or a few different ones. You'll find that swallowing soon becomes very natural. Just try it, you'll like it!
Find a guy that you can suck often and make that a regular part of your life. You look forward to it and then do it all the time.