I kind of want to cause i did like it and am curious but after i do it or jack off afterwards i feel discusting and sick? Maybe because my mentality of being straight? Idk i just am afraid that if i do then eventually i am gonna just be gay or something or become more bi or gay if that makes sence. I LOVE WOMEN and everything about them! love love love eating pussy and could ONLY ever have feelings for a woman, never a man. like a said anything like checkin guys out, rimming, anal, etc is fucking NASTY to me but oral isnt? idk not trying to repeat myself but just need some outside advice? i stoped sucking a year or more ago because i been holdin myself back and not wanting to be that way but shit i get horny and the thought of suckin a cock sounds good when there isnt any ladies around.
Find a guy that you can suck often and make that a regular part of your life. You look forward to it and then do it all the time.