I have a boyfriend i have been with for well over a year now and we enjoy a very healthy sex life!!
However all i think about is sex. He pleasures me fine but all i do is watch porn on my laptop while masturbating, or think up sexual scenarios in my head to make me wet.
I use the jets of water from my shower head to make me cum.
the porn i watch is all hardcore e.g a woman getting f**cked in both holes really turns me on.
i have never told anyone as im ashamed
I always worry about all this, am i normal
and if you let him into it you can think up these scenarios together and ever live them out!
Maybe you should try to act some of the videos out as they're playing. The more hardcore amongst them should do the trick. In the case you're talking about though, I'm not sure it's a great idea to get two guys.