I seriously don't know why i have these thoughts come out of no where in my head, like violent fearful thoughts, it always makes me paranoid it tells me to do bad stuff and sh*t and ever since i hallucinated a while back like 3 months ago with laced weed i get panicked attacks like i did that day, i don't know what to do, does anyone know what i can do?
Get help and get off the dope it creates massive paranoia and will feed your insecurities. But you need a support group that will help you cope with life sober. it is not easy when i was in highschool it started to F%%%%ck me up and i wouldn't listen to anyone who told me to quit. And over the years it just got worse drugs and alcohol only mask the problem but it is still there tomarrow. Most of my friends were stoners and now sit on the couch with shitty jobs no girlfriends and depressed all the time. I still believe drugs should be leagal but i realize that they are not for me! It makes me nervous, self conscious , and insecure. If you want more out of life you will need to quit. Ask yourself what you are afraid of then find a support group and read books on how to get your fear and self worth back in your control otherwise it will control you and the only place it leads is depression and suicidal thoughts. And life is great you can change and have what you want out of life but first you have to face your fears and it is not easy. as a matter of fact it can be a pain but thats okay atleast I'm not trying to kill myself and thats a start..Believe in yourself you can do it and no one will do it for you. You can have all the money and lovers you want and you will still feel F%%$^cked on the inside. PEACE HONOR and STRENGTH!
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