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this is sad, i don't even know why i'm writing it!
OKAY. here it goes.
well i'm 100% indian right? and i've only been to india once in my life, actually it was my first time only a few months ago and i loved it! but i wasn't really interested in anything bollywood or anything like that. but usually im into indie music and heavy metal and stuff, i'm a proper wannabe, well not really, but people know me as a music lover and that sh*t, i don't try and have an image or anything so no hate please. but, all of a sudden since diwali (4 days ago) i've been listening to loads of indian music and watching bollywood films and i've become so obsessed with them, i even wanna try and become a bollywood star, or try and get miss india or something. the whole culture and lifestyle fasinates me, i wanna tell my mum but she'll be well annoying, she'll make a whole deal out of it and give me a lecture about how amazing india is. not that i'm embarassed, i'm not afraid of telling my frends. it's just such a differnt life over there, and it's well more exciting. although i love england, it's sh*t here compared to there. i hope there are other people that think the same?
also, i really want to move there (theres something to tell my friends) but, i love it here and i'm pretty sure i wouldn't be able to last without going to gigs and going out wearing the most craziest outfit ever. erg, it's really annoying me, i keep watching all these romantic hindi movies and wish i was like the girl in them, but oh god. i dont know what to do?!
i'm so sorry for wasting about 4 minutes of your time! but basically i'm a hardcore scene-indie-metalhead teenage wannabe, that is obsessed with bollywood and wants to be a bollywood star.
well i'm 100% indian right? and i've only been to india once in my life, actually it was my first time only a few months ago and i loved it! but i wasn't really interested in anything bollywood or anything like that. but usually im into indie music and heavy metal and stuff, i'm a proper wannabe, well not really, but people know me as a music lover and that sh*t, i don't try and have an image or anything so no hate please. but, all of a sudden since diwali (4 days ago) i've been listening to loads of indian music and watching bollywood films and i've become so obsessed with them, i even wanna try and become a bollywood star, or try and get miss india or something. the whole culture and lifestyle fasinates me, i wanna tell my mum but she'll be well annoying, she'll make a whole deal out of it and give me a lecture about how amazing india is. not that i'm embarassed, i'm not afraid of telling my frends. it's just such a differnt life over there, and it's well more exciting. although i love england, it's sh*t here compared to there. i hope there are other people that think the same?
also, i really want to move there (theres something to tell my friends) but, i love it here and i'm pretty sure i wouldn't be able to last without going to gigs and going out wearing the most craziest outfit ever. erg, it's really annoying me, i keep watching all these romantic hindi movies and wish i was like the girl in them, but oh god. i dont know what to do?!
i'm so sorry for wasting about 4 minutes of your time! but basically i'm a hardcore scene-indie-metalhead teenage wannabe, that is obsessed with bollywood and wants to be a bollywood star.
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But nice to hear you like your own culture.
Lets just say YOU ARE NORMAL.
before poeople had friends to talk to about this crap. Now its isitnormal.com
Thanks isitnormal.com ^^
This is just to beware that not every glittering thing is gold, bollywood industries is pretty much bad and there are a hell lot of people out there who are just waiting to take advantages of new gals and boys.., it's not that good as it's looks like it is..
If you still wanna be and as you said you are good in music and love it a lot, I suggest to go for music industry as it's pretty much clear and good..
Still the decision would be yours always..
tc
i am indian '100% indian'
and yeah, thanks :) I know it's not all as it seems, my dad used to had a neighbour who directed movies, however he wasn't sucessful I don't think, he lived in jalandhar and asked my dad if I could play a part in a punjabi movie, but i was about 9 at the time, and couldn't speak a word of punjabi and/or hindi. i just wished my dad would have pushed me harder. oh your indian too! that's cool :) x
they cause such a buzz eveytime i go,
i can't cope with it ahaha,
theres too many of them!
so much travel, it's fun though :)
x