I truely can not stand my dad. He is such a hippocrit. I have lived with him for 6 years and i can not shake the feeling that he is going to send me off the deep end.I hate my dad so much that when he makes me mad i go into my room and cut myself till i bleed. Now it has gotten worse. Because of him and his dicrimination, i can't even tell him my secret. He doesn't know i am bi.
I am highy thinking about running away from home and maybe even to my moms(she lives like 100 miles away)but when i do iwill be really happy because i won't have to deal with him anymore.The anger i get from him is so high now that i cut myself mote than once each time.
is it normal to hate my dad this much?
Theres no point putting up with feeling so frustrated and angry, its time to go.
Second, hate is not a healthy thing to have as it tends to consume us. Your cutting is likely a direct result of your animosity toward your father and is a destructive way to deal with pain. I suggest you NOT run away from home as it likely will only lead to the police getting involved. Instead, contact by phone the person you choose to live with and see if they will take you in. If your mother is not possible to live with, consider a relative who may be a compatible match where you can live away from your father. Good luck to you.
I have a shotgun, a shovel, and 5 acres for a backyard.
If your daddy wants to come after you, we'll play a little game. It's called, hide and I will shoot anyone who tries to find you.
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