lately i've been having really vivid fantasies about getting into fights... wanting to really hate someone and have them really hate me and be trying to kill each other, imagining me trying to tear their throat out with my teeth and them trying to slit my throat... i worry about it... and sometimes i feel there's feelings building up inside me that i can't let out, like white hot light and i can't rest or relax. is it normal to have such violent fantasies?
Anyways when you have these fantasies, do you go trhough an adrenaline rush?