It used to be such a treat for me to come home from school or any other boring outing and smoke some herb. In my final year of High School I became incredibly tired of staying up all night completing assignments, so I then decided to use the time machine known as meth. I finished all my work in a flash with A+'s on all my assignments. I only did meth about three or four times in all, and havent done it since. But since this ordeal anytime I try to hang out with some friends and be cool, and stoned like I used to, I get incredibly nervous, paranoid, and even frightened at times. I am completely uncomfortable even around my childhood friend. What could this mean?
If you can get past part, then its simple, Don't Do Weed.
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It's normal for the effects of many drugs to change on you sometimes.
So, if you're willing to quit, I say go for it. You don't have to worry about getting caught, you save some money, and you won't get that dreadful "nervous high". Depending on how much you've been smoking, you may even be able to think clearer.
If you're not willing to quit then try it alone. Get some snacks, watch a silly movie, and see if your mood improves.
Also: METH?! Yeeeah, that could have something to do with it. Have you seen those photos of people after just a few years of meth use? You may not plan to use it that long, but no beginning user ever does. It ain't propaganda, that stuff is toxic. Don't let weed be your gateway drug.
I did my persuasive essay on some of the negitive effects that drugs can have on you, and those definatley sound like some.
My recomendation is to give up on both pot and meth and find another activity to get you through the day. I'm not saying cut yourself or anything, but taking walks or joining a sports team could be more benfical.
Drugs mess up the head - and in the who knows what was damaged. My advice is TO NOT go on any medication for this. In the end it'll make you even stranger! I had a serious problem with marijuana a few years back after an accident. Now I am a pretty nervous and paranoid person. Eat properly, rest, get a nice girl, and deal with the rest as best as possible.
It may not be fun but if you spend your time off of your ass and in school or working hard, you would have a far better future.