I am an 18 year old male - and I had my first girlfriend at 16. It was the first time I had done ANYTHING beyond kissing and it took me a while but I loosened up. Well, it's been nearly a year since we broke up and i've only kissed one person since then. And that was last night.
So I am a afraid that the sex will not be as good as it was with my first girlfriend. We used to do some weird stuff and I don't think many people enjoy but we both really got off on it (giving her oral sex then kissing me, fingering her and then putting my fingers in her mouth, dressing up for me, sex in public)
I just don't think I am very attractive, and she was beautiful. Will I be forced into a life of prostitutes and porn? Is it normal that I should even be thinking like this?
hmmmmm...
You're still young! There will be more girlfriends. AND it will be that good again, and maybe even better.