Is it normal that when I get angry, no matter if it's over something significant or not, I think about killing someone slowly. When I get angry all of my other emotions get completely blocked out. I noticed it's been getting worse recently. I'm not sure if this is because of my upbringing, single mother who had a drug addiction, whom I don't get along with at all, and no father. Most of the time, I like nothing more than being alone and I have very little patience for anything. The one thing I cannot take, gets me angry (want to kill), when someone thinks they're superior to me. I've never been bullied or abused or anything of that sort. I have no justification for wanting to kill someone and when I watch documentaries on serial killers I notice I usually have common thoughts and actions; I'm extremely intelligent (many are), want to be alone, have no compassion and not sociable. I only think about humans, I would never hurt an animal. Also, I used to be suicidal, I'm not anymore, but I still have no will to live. It's not that serious, and I'm more concerned about my anger issues. Overall, I am definitely not in a stable condition. Am I normal?