I actually want a clingy girlfriend
I want to be loved. But I don't just want to be loved, I want to be a vital, central part of a girl's life. I want to be the most important, essential person to a girl. I want the girl to be my equal, but I also want her to adore me and love me more than life itself.
I want a girl who is clingy and hanging all over me 24/7. I want a girl who loves me so much that she obsesses over me all the time. I want a girl who cares about me and wants me so badly that she would stalk me.
Where can I find a girl like that?
I would return all of her love and affection and attention and treat her like the most precious and valuable person in existence.
I think this may be because I never had a close relationship with a single human being. I'm 18 now. Never got along with family and only aquaintances in school.