Is it normal im always imagining having sex while holding my pee in

So Im a female and have a pretty weak bladder so Everytime I feel I need to go to pee I feel full and pleasure and the longer I hold it in the more pleasurable it gets and I start breathing, talking, arching my back and moving like I'm having sex and I start imagining I'm having sex with the man I want even though I never had sex before. It feels like sex. Is it normal? Because I've noticed the more I do this the more guys are sexually attracted to me. Am I producing energy in my sakral chakra to attract more male sexual energy? Like I can get any guy i want but the guys I don't want are so horny for me. They don't ever see me do this. Is it normal?