i had sex with my mom, is it normal?
first of all my mother adopted me when i was like 2 because of my parents not being able addiction to drugs, and i'm 19 now and my step mom is my only parent, she is like my best friend and she is very attractive because she is like 37 and VERY young looking-ok so like i said my mom is my really good friend, and we hang out at home a lot, usually just watching movies and stuff. ok so about a month ago my mom and i were watching a movie and just sitting on the couch in our apartment, we were a little ways through the movie when we for some reason were leaning on each other right? so after a while she was leaned on my shoulder just watching the movie with me, it was about 11 o'clock or something like that and she put her arm around my back just like a couple would do so i did the same thing and we kind of looked at each other for a minute (in a good way) and she looked back at the movie and i was just thinking about the scenario for a min or two and we just kept watching it for another 6mins or so when she was like all the way laying up wards on me watching the movie, so i started to rub her arm (in comfort purposes only) and she just looked up at me relaxed and she started to rub my thigh a bit and i started to rub her stomach area underneath her breasts, then it got a little more "around there" when we stopped paying attention to the movie and just look at each other, so we were looking at each other and weren't paying attention to the movie at ALL now, and that's when it happened we started to be a little more sexual if u know what i mean, she turned over and was above me then, she started to slide down her pants and panties, and laid back on me then she started to pull mine down with my boxers as well, and we were both undressed from the waist down. then i started to pull her shirt off-then we started to have sex, it was wonderful and it lasted about 2-3 hours, then when we were just laying down together clothe-less we just laid there on the couch covered up watching the rest of the movie, and we continue to have sex often, she is a very attractive woman and is very kind and generous with me-she makes a rather large income and does a lot for me, i really love my mom alot and i need to know if this has any thing that could maybe destroy any relations i have with my mom, please do me a favor and don't say that my mom is creepy, she is very young looking and attractive, and i have had a little crush on her for a long time- what should i do? i have not had any problems having a sexual relationship with my mom does anyone think this is a bad thing or know of anything i should be aware of?