(senior/18) drop out of calc to take guitar?
Please read this!
Look, I'm pretty good at math, but it's ridiculously boring with how many pointless problems my teacher gives us - ridiculously easy, with no word problems but simple equations. Sorry, I'm not bragging, they just seem so boring. I get headaches from how boring the class is.
I really want to drop out of my math class to take guitar. I don't see any passion in math at this time and I feel like I'm going to fail it. I just don't feel like wasting the time in life when I want to seek out passions just the same. It's this weird feeling I have, that if I keep on taking math, I won't truly see my passions and will be stuck in this blank state, seeing nothing but blackness. I want to pursue music and just finally learn something new and exciting. It's always been a passion of mine that I've never taken! I'm just scared not to take any math this year. But I'm taking Physics, so there's math in there. But I want to pursue my passions, and self-study math on my own when I want to! I want to pursue my passions so much, I've been thinking about it these past few days a lot. I've never dropped out of any classes to take another class, which is why I'm terrified of doing this, BUT I really WANT to do this! I have until Friday to do this... And I really want to.
It won't affect graduation. I really want to do something different while I'm still here. I'm tired and exhausted.