A fear of fear
I'm afraid of anything that could possibly scare me. It started when I read this horror book called "it". It made me think of what it means to be afraid and it really frightens me. It's like I'd go downstairs and it's dark so I'd think " don't get scared, don't get scared... " and the thought of being scared makes me afraid. It makes me think "if I'm afraid then my fears might come true" am I the only one? I think of anything that could possibly scare me and I would get really scared. And I know for a fact that some demon doll or killer clown won't appear but I still get afraid. It's so irrational that I question if it's normal.