About to be 38 and i just feel old, iin?
I’ve felt old the past few years. 36, 37, and now 38 approaches. Somehow it just feels so much older. I don’t look my age generally, I look 30ish.
It doesn’t help I’m interested in/attracted to younger guys. But I don’t think that’s the only influence. I work with a bunch of 20 somethings and that affects my thinking. The more the younger millennial generation changes and I disagree with their ideologies, the more I don’t relate or jive, the more I feel alienated and even showing my age. Some part of me wants to own my age though, acknowledge I do possess some wisdom that the younger generation lacks.
But I feel Old like I’m 50 or something. It makes no sense. I’m not 50 or some old geezer. I just feel too old. Like I don’t want to be this old.