Alcohol just makes me sick now
I really want to go out to bars again but for some reason alcohol just makes me sick now. I think its a interaction with something else I take. I am thinking of maybe just taking some pills before I go to the bar and then while I'm there just sip on one beer. This way I can actually party again and have a good time but dont have to drink.
What I will probably do is use xanax. I get drug tested regularly but if I only do it on fridays after work I can have it out of my system by the time I go back to work again. I could just do this every few weeks and go out. I really just have to go out and start partying. I cant do the whole square thing anymore. Im losing my mind. I wasnt meant to be a sober square person. Its just in my blood to party. I have irish and my parents party alot.