All i want is to explore
I'm 20 yrs old and studying pre-med at Uni. At heart though, I'm an artist and more interested in the world. I have these dreams to paint a masterpeice with my own blood, paint and dance with gypsies, sleep on epytian cotton, travel through a desert, spend nights with Thai hookers (I'm bi), smoke with medicine men, just so many things. I daydream constantly but I don't know what to do. Is this normal and will I grow out of this? I feel like a completely different creature from everyone else.