Am i a sadist?
This is very strange but it do happen to me. Although, i have many fetishes but this one happen to be worst as i enjoy more intense orgasm to this.
I observed i so much enjoy to see a woman or lady apologising for a offence or coming to me or someone else to beg for something or favour. I so much enjoy those words like 'please' 'i beg you' etc. I gain instant pleasure from this words from a female. I once watch a film where a lady was seriously begging one of their business partner to avoid her been sacked by her boss. She was so much begging and apologising for her not to be sacked. This scene was so sweet and erotic to me especially when the person she was begging was not ready to help her. There are so many other cases where i had been turned on by this(eventhough, i may eventually end up helping them, because i pity too after sometime) . I don't discriminate against women neither do i do them any harm but what could have been happening to me initially. Am i normal or a sadist?