Am i am an alcoholic?
Before work, I have a couple drinks. Usually, I'll have a strong beer with breakfast. Just enough to take the edge off a little.
Then, I'll put 3 shots of scotch in my coffee. I'll put that in my thermos, and I kinda nurse it through the day.
After I leave work, I head straight home and pour myself like 12 ounces of scotch. I nurse that through the night, and sometimes I drink another 2 or 3 shots before going to bed.
Some weekends I'll go on massive benders where I can barely remember anything. And I've done some REALLY stupid stuff. Here's a partial list of stuff I have done while drunk:
- urinated in my own bed and vomited on myself in the same night
- punched holes in the wall (I do this all the time)
- gave myself a tattoo that just says "fuck it" and is obviously homemade and very poorly done obviously, it's on my thigh so not visible or anything.
- went on numerous drunken tirades that drove away my girlfriend and I miss her every day
- lost a previous job because I threw up in the garbage can in my office
- pissed in my own closet (do this often when I go on benders)
- hooked up with strangers from Craigslist, I do this all the time
- sometimes go on drunken rages where I destroy my own belongings
- shit the bed a few times
- took a shit in roommate's bedroom during an argument
- was kicked out of a hotel for urinating all over the rug and vomiting on the bed after drinking like a fifth of vodka and a half