Am i giving up my manhood?

It all started with one girl I knew from high school. I liked her but never had the courage to really approach her. We've been friends on facebook for years and I get notified whenever she posts something because I feel like I really get her, unlike other people who only pretend to. She's super kind and very beautiful. One day she shared a link to her OnlyFans page where she started sharing her more private content for a monthly subscription fee. It previewed a lot of semi-nude photos of her in various lingerie. I felt this was a great opportunity to support her financially because she seemed to be in a rough spot according to her facebook posts. She was working hard to provide great content and that money would also help her provide for her kids.

In those next few months I had never felt closer to someone in my entire life. I really fell deeply in love with her and I wasn't the only one. Soon I became part of a community that only wanted the best for her and loved the amazing content she was giving us. She would respond to every message I sent and she even remembers seeing me in class! I really felt like the luckiest man in the world.

Then one day I was talking to a friend at work and the subject of sex came up. He was telling me all kinds of stories about his past girlfriends and I heard her name get brought up in one of them. I could hardly believe their paths had crossed at one point after high school. I told him how I felt about her and that we're keeping in touch. He then assumed we had sex. I told him it wasn't like that and shared that I was subscribed to her OnlyFans.

He just started laughing like it was some kind of joke. I really didn't get what was so funny. He told me that none of that was real and that I should go out more and find someone. I didn't want to believe it, but he might be right. Is it all just a fantasy? Is it worth it to stay subscribed? I want to keep supporting her but I don't know anymore.

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Comments ( 11 )
  • XYXY

    It’s a scam you numb scull. She posts sexy stuff for mugs like you to give her money. She spends a few minutes stroking your ego every few days and you just keep on paying. There’s probably several other mugs just like you that she is using to do the same. Overall she is probably raking it in and one thing is certain, soon as you stop paying she won’t give a fuck about you.

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    • BasilontheBass

      I get what your saying but it's really difficult to let go. My time spent viewing her cam sessions and messaging her are some of the highlights of my week. I don't really have much else. But I'm going to start cutting down bit by bit, starting with the other girls I'm subbed to. It's really starting to take a toll on my finances.

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      • megadriver

        Let it go man... you gotta have some self respect... chicks do this shit to keep pay pigs in check.

        Lots of gullible and lonely men can be kept happy and paying with the same cheesy messages, pretending like they care and a lingerie, or boob shot as a bonus. Stop paying for nothing, cut all ties and move on.

        Go out, mingle and you'll find a girl. Best place to get laid is a university party, especially exchange student parties. I've gone to such parties hammered and barely standing and still managed to woo a girl.

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      • XYXY

        Why not just join a dating website and talk to real women

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  • my_life_my_way

    Either try and build a real relationship with her or move on to a girl you can actually touch. Stop paying for her sexy pics

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  • Fussmann

    Iunno about "giving up your manhood" but its definitely an unhealthy obsession.

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  • Mammal-lover

    Look as someone who has researched these types of fields extensively and oens their own stage name just need to buy the equipment I can tell you it's all acting. Her facebook stuff could be legit but anything you see on pornhib, chaterbate, etc is all fake. Not even the smile they give you on camera is real. It's a job like any other only one filled with lies. For both security and entertainment reasons

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  • CDmale4fem

    Before you start depositing your checks into her bank account, you really should Talk with her, find out where she is in life emotionally as well as what she has in her heart. She may have reached out to you on Facebook if she knew you had a crush on her or just liked her some. But also, I tend to look, if I can at their friends list. If they have like 500, 2000 or some god awful number that a realistic person wont know that many people in real life, let alone have met them all face to face. To me it's a sign that maybe someone with a shit load of "friends" - it's a question of who is working who to get over on who ? Is she using her good looks and sexy pictures to help support herself and kids or is she just trying to get guys to send her money so she can buy new lingerie ? Up to you. But just make sure the decisions you make are for the right reasons and not just for pictures to masturbate to.

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  • Jackson5842

    Well unsubscribe its a scam, move on she just hussled you

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  • SmokeEverything

    I had a thing with a girl who happend to have one of those onlyfans cam things going on, they don't try to meet people who give them money on there.

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  • Tommythecaty

    He is likely correct

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