Am i messed up or what?
First let me state categorically that I am not gay. I love my wife and Jesus. is it normal that I'm in love with my teacher, hate every other human on the planet, fuck my cat, eat my rectal hairs and am afraid of the dark? Sometimes I wear panties and garter belts under my coveralls at the body shop. My wife and I haven't consummated our marriage and I'm still a virgin. Secretly I also fantasize about my cousin and her cats. I hate political correctness and wish people would be more tolerant of conformity.
I can continue sharing my thoughts but I have to go to my second job as a school counselor to pay for my studies in the ministries.
Am I ok? is it normal that I feel this way? Do I need help? Are other people like me?
PS- I have anal leakage and a rectal prolapse since the time I stuffed a jelly jar up my ass. And I hear voices from my ficus that constantly command me to butter bread.