Another personality disorder or demon possession, iin?

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All my life there has been something different about me. I've been going through such a strong persona crisis as of late, that this lead to me researching personality disorders. BPD and SPD seem to pretty much fit me to a T but, there is another personality problem that I have that doesn't seem to match with any of the other personality disorders I've read about.

It's slightly similar to Multiple Personality Disorder (DID) or demon/spirit possession. These different "attitudes" come on. They aren't me but, they act through me. There's one that tends to come on or off at random when I use this site. And, others come on when I fantasize or am just alone to my thoughts. I don't black out when they are active, but there's a lack of control that I have over them. Despite this, I'm still able to keep their behaviors in check so, that they stay more of a personal issue than a worldly one.

While I don't black out, it took me a very long time to be able to recognize what was happening. It's like I take a back seat and let the other me's drive for a little bit.
The year before, I got into a life and death situation, where someone threatened to kill me. Something took over me, so to speak. I took a back seat, while this other identity took over, stayed clam, and managed to save my life.

What do you think this could be? IIN?

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  • green_boogers
    9 years ago

    You're schizophrenic. Keep yourself in the drivers seat, life will be a better ride.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      I know for a fact that it's not schizophrenia. Since writing this post, I've managed to get it under control. I still get blips here and there but, it's much easier for me to recognise them and regain control.

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      • green_boogers
        9 years ago

        That's good to hear.

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  • Preschoolgamer
    2 years ago

    Sounds a lot like dissociation

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  • sweetyboo
    9 years ago

    I swear I've seen a YouTube video all about this...

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  • Crazyperson2
    9 years ago

    If you are possessed there are ways to get rid of whatever is possessing you if you want to. It/they may be trying to make you think they are good then turn on you and kill you. it has happened. nobody believes me. it has happened.

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  • [Old Memory]
    9 years ago

    I am not sure but I have had similar situations. I dont black out either, like someone with multiple personalities, but I do know the doctors think I am schizo, which I take meds that seem to get rid of this problem, although I am not sure if it is schizo related. I would be intersested to know if you find out more information on this issue. It has caused me a lot of problems.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      I'm glad I'm not the only one. Is there any way I could talk to you about this more?

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      • [Old Memory]
        9 years ago

        Yeah, you can ask me on here, or send me a message, although I don't have gold membership at the moment.

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  • RoseIsabella
    9 years ago

    Sounds like you're a survivor of abuse and neglect. Maybe you have PTSD as well. Such extreme personality disorders don't come out of nowhere.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      I was diagnosed with PTSD. I did have a very abusive childhood. I saw a therapist who specialised in abuse cases, told her about things that were classic personality disorder symptoms, especially the last account, and she never told me about likely hood that I had a personality disorder(s). I'm scared to get this properly diagnosed. I have it in control now, but I worry how I would be treated if this gets on my medical records.

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      • green_boogers
        9 years ago

        I have heard that light doseages of SSRI medications (Selective Seritonin Reuptake Inhibitors) can work wonders for soldiers with PTSD. Don't worry if it gets on your records, you need to get better. So do veterans that have served our country in combat.

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  • thegypsysailor
    9 years ago

    Can you spin your head around 360 degrees and spew green vomit 30 feet? If not then you ain't possessed by no demon, pal.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      9 years ago

      You've got a sense of humor. I like that. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=epzC88bzghA

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