Anxiety/power of th mind
Right guys I'm at the end of my tether,for the past year now if developed and have some kind of mental disorder or just an obstruction in my life. I used to work I a cafe and It was a very high paced environment and I felt very lik agitated eventually I just became really closed off and a bit socially awkward which is ridiculous for me because I have th most outgoing personality you could meet. But now it's really destroying me I can't even describe how weird it is , I just feel very alert agitated and intense when I talk with people and I always say to myself oh this won't be awkward now and then it's just the in my head .im trying to win I took a waitressing job so I could purposely meet people and try to relax but I even feel it with my family.i always mentally run through a situation before it happens and say no it won't be awkward I will be myself and then boom I'm not relaxed,I've also noticed if become really withdrawn from usuall activities like I know I'm present but my minds not fully there and please do not say ddeprasion because I'm happy as ever ..I don't know how this has happened but I cannot deal with it any more. If anyone can help me please or guide me in some direction I would be for grateful