Are you a confident person?

Fuck I don’t know, personality disorder maybe.

In some ways I'm confident. Im confident in my abilities. I feel a lot of people my age are soft and cant compete with me. I sound like a douche saying that, I hate cocky ppl, but thats how I feel inside. Im capable of more than the average person because im willing to suffer more.

I don't think anyone is 100% confident 100% of the time. Capable? Yes. You become more confident in yourself with whatever you're doing when you hone in on your capabilities for whatever task it is you're trying to complete.

Nope

Trying to do the whole confidence thing without looking arrogant.