Asking more for a dream interpretation?
I looked on a bunch of sites and most won't let you post if you're a new member or almost always, you have to pay to talk to a "dream interpreter" and who knows how well that might go.
So I ask here, where I've asked some weird stuff, but not really anything having to do with the subconscious, in all seriousness jokes aside, does anyone on here know anything about dreams and what meanings may go along with them?
If you do, or have had a similar dream or just feel upto giving your own personal insight, it would be much appreciated, now onto the dream.
Last night I had a dream about my dog, Lady. she died two years ago due to kidney failure, which was brought on by an arthritis medication sadly. The dream was, I was sitting in water, legs crossed, indian style *but not hovering over the water* just floating, half submerged in the water. It was dark and there was a Full Moon I remember, anyways I was on/in a lake I assume and the water looked really black, probably because it was night, lol. Then I see my dog, Lady, floating in the water, now mind you, neither I NOR my dog (believe it or not) cannot/could not swim, more unfathomable her, since she's a dog but I digress. I see her and swim towards and grab ahold of her, when I grab her, I realize she's dead. Now everything that was calm before is now chaotic, the water goes from still to waves crashing, yet I cannot speak, cry, move nothing. The moon disappears and I try to swim back to shore holding her, only now there's no shore. The waves are going like crazy, it's pitch black and it's raining like crazy with thunder, lightning, all that good stuff and now right where Lady and I are, there's a whirlpool, dragging us under, like when you pull the plug in a bathtub.
Now, nothing has really happened (that my conscious mind is aware of) no death date in sight looming, didn't see a dog that looked like her, didn't come across an old squeak toy, nothing. so why would I dream of a passed companion who died over 2 years ago? And she didn't even drown to death, so seriously, I can't wrap my mind round this one for sure.
Any ideas?