At work i feel like i'm never good enough
At a different workplace I was trumarized and bullied. Other jobs I had after I feel shitty at. I force a smile but on inside I stopped caring about being or getting really good at my job. Maybe it's depressing but I just lack motivation and after a month or two I just don't want to improve anymore because it doesn't seem worth it. I have been working at my current job and there is still things I could learn and I thought about forcing myself to reach out to other departments and learn more.