Attracted to tornadoes
The title says it all. I'm a 23 year old autistic female. And I am attracted to tornadoes in a sexual way. (And no, this is not a troll post.) It started ever since I watched a video of one wrecking someone's home, and I couldn't stop watching it. Then I moved on to more videos. I love to watch videos of tornadoes, of them forming, destroying stuff, or just minding their own business. My favourite videos are the close-up footage - the ones where the camera is in a fixed location, and you're waiting for that moment when the tornado will hit and perform its beautiful chaos. That is the word I would use to describe what I think of them. Those videos are the best - the buildup and anticipation of watching one quietly approach, and then BAM! Everything gets blown around in a burst of beautiful chaos. It's orgasmic to me. And yes I have touched myself while watching. I also love to watch them coming down from the sky, it's super erotic. I also love the shape of them. I also made an OC based on a tornado, and wrote a story about one, and even listen to tornado sounds to relax. I love everything about tornadoes. I don't care that they're destructive - humans suck. Although I do feel terrible for anyone who actually lost their lives or their homes in a tornado, I just can't help feeling this way. So I feel like I must be a terrible person :( I often have fantasies where I tie my enemies up in a shed while a tornado is coming and then it comes and kills them. Then I also have fantasies where I get sucked up inside the tornado or it comes and destroys my house and everything my own. That thought for some reason, also turns me on. One of my craziest fantasies involves me turning super giant and letting the tornado go inside my pussy and suck up everything and blow around inside me. Someday I'd love to see one in person. But I think I'd be tempted to run into it so it's probably not a good idea. I love the idea of being inside a tornado and being sucked up into it. So, what do you think? Am I really such a freak?