Be attracted to japanese guys?
I'm a young south asian female.i have a white boyfriend whom i love very much. but since i was young, i've had an obsessive interest with japan. you know, anime, manga, fashion, culture, food, music/bands, etc. i got a preference for feminine-like east asian guys. For a few years now, i've been having fantasies of living in japan and having rough/bdsm sex with hot adult japanese guys.it started with a crush on the members of this japanese metal band that i like, who are like 30-35 years old. i have a sort of daddy kink brought on by daddy issues. so i like older guys and rough sex in the first place. i love my bf to death and would never actually cheat on him, but all of my sexual fantasies are basically only that. sexy japanese men. is it ok/normal? am i a bad person?