Beating my children
Hello, I am a mother of three children, ages 14, 15 and 16. I love my children but sometimes the annoy the sh*t out of me. whenever they get bored they always come and bother me. Sometimes the like to poke me and say "mommy" and i say "what" and they say "nevermind". and im all like, What the f**k is your problem? Show some damn maturity.
one day my children just made me blow my top and i beat the sh*t out of all three of them. first with a shoe, then a wet towel and finally a bag of apples. i mean, they just made me THAT mad. after that i felt guilty so i apologized. then suddenly i felt something hit the back of my head. it was an apple.... a f**king apple. then i beat my children again. ever since that day ive been beating my children with whatever i could find.
is this normal? if not please help me