Buying christmas presents is so terrifying
It's 9 days until Christmas.
And I still haven't bought any presents yet.
That is because buying presents is really scary to me. It's like you're being judged on what you buy for people, and you'll feel unimaginably guilty if you don't get them something good. I panic so much about buying Christmas presents it's unbelievable. Birthday's are easier because they don't all happen at once, but for Christmas it's not like that :(
I've gone as far as to break friends with people just before Christmas in previous years so I can avoid buying them gifts. It isn't that I'm too poor or anything, it's that giving presents is TERRIFYING to me.
(don't suggest making something crafty for my friends either; that's just as scary to me)
Is it normal?