Can anyone please tell me what happened?
Long story short, I want to know if I had a mini seizure, sleep paralysis, or overreacting. Just scroll to the last big paragraph to get to the point.
I literally just woke up from a nap and my dream was scarry and wierd asf. ⚠️ warning ⚠️ it's long and maybe some stuff can be triggering.
Irl I currently stay in a hotel (which everyone here is basically living here) so I dreamt of the hotel as the layout. I'm in my room and some man comes knocking on my door and then just helps himself in, asking where the drugs at & wanted to inject himself while in my room. [Now mind you I don't do drugs, know nothing of hard-core drugs.. I don't even smoke... so I don't know why the fuck this man is in my room, BTW I'm a female]. I tell him to get out and I figured he was looking for this one burgundy haired girl who ik was into stuff like that. I'm pissed she got these ppl coming to my room.
Some hours later another man comes knocking, barging in my room but this time he already got the drugs from her and came to my room then asked me to inject him his neck! I'm like sir wtf are you talking about? I'm not about to inject nothing! Why are you here? Why didn't you stay at her place and tell her to do it? He said she told him to come over to my place. I'm super pissed and go knock on three doors (I wasn't sure which one exactly was her door) they all open about the same time,I start going off.. which one of these rooms got that red headed girl. Tell her to come outside! So I figured which door it was, it was her mom who opened the doorand then invited me in. I go in and start yelling at the girl - why do you have these fucking people coming to my room with bullshit. This lady responds saying I have to let them in.. I have to because I owe something. I say I don't owe anybody nothing, wtf are you talking about. The lady says you have to do what you are told or bad things will happen. You have to pay the price. All that pisses me off even more because now I think she's tripping. I head back to my room.
I get back to my room and I find the man laid out on the floor, from trying to inject himself even tho he didn't know how too. I debate whether to call the police or not (in my dream it felt as, if I called the police I would have gotten in trouble because he was in my room) so I go back to that burgundy haired lady's room and tell her to come get this man out my room. We get back to my room and now the man is scrunched up with his butt in the air breathing. I'm relived, like ok he's atleast still alive. So I go to the front office traumatized and ask the front desk if I can please change rooms. I don't like my location. She agrees and I go to my room and start packing.
While I'm packing, having a sigh of momentary relief.. but then a man just opens my door with a key. He is not apart of management and I've never seen him before. He basically tells me the same thing as the lady. I can't leave, I must pay my dues, I have to do what I'm told or I will die. Then right as he heads back out the door he says, "everyone else around you isn't crazy, they're acting normal. You're the one who sees the world different and are the one that's acting crazy" then shuts the door. I like to think of myself as a level headed, open minded, calm person. But what that man said really got in my head and I started to really think about. Confusing myself .. am I really crazy? Is all this imaginary and ppl see me just hallucinating?
So I go and wash my hands and try to reassure myself but I felt the water getting hotter and something bad was about to happen. Even tho the water was boiling hot I couldn't move them. Boom out of nowhere a girl comes in my room and says she's my roommate. I'm confused once again because, how? Where did she even come from? She just starts talkingx3 non stop and won't shut up. I try to interrupt but can't. I get annoyed and start heading out the door. I was going to leave all my stuff and just leave the whole hotel all together. But I got stopped some kind of demonic force that wrapped it's arms around me from behind and I couldn't move. I was trying so hard to fight it. I felt my head was shaking/jerking (like a seizure but I'm still alert) because my eyesight was jiggly, then somehow my vision was like a game. I had to click the settings button to get all this to stop. The demonic force was too strong and I couldn't raise my hand to do so. I stopped fighting, told my self to calm down, and try fighting without freaking out. Just do it calmly. After awhile I wake up! When I woke up it really did feel like my head was shaking really bad but I don't know if it was irl or not. Does anyone know what happened?
I tried googling it but none of it really fits what I felt. I was actually dreaming so I don't think it was sleep paralysis. I don't have or get seizures, so I'm not sure if it was that. I dunno, never had this happen before.. any ideas??
Also I you have a dream interpretation as well I'm open to hear about that too, because that was a scarry dream for me.
Nothing | 0 | |
A small siezure | 0 | |
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Sleep paralysis | 0 |