Can't stop smoking for following reasons:
I simply feel better when I have smokes around (I smoke those cigars that come in packets of 2-4 for 99 cents each), smoking gives me a better feeling, and I know scientifically why, nicotine kicks off the serotonin section of your brain. And here's the part that's really making it hard to stop; I've read too many times now how the serotonin part of your brain stops working so well after you quit smoking, even after the withdrawal is passed. And I've read that smokers in general are happier than non-smokers, just because they have more serotonin production. Am I really now stuck with the choice between permanently feeling less happy or feeling more happy and subtracting about 10 years off my life and eventually suffering horribly from lung cancer and/or emphysema?