Can't think, no emotions, no soul?

When I was in the 6th grade, I hade a terrable friend that played the ouiji board with me. Ever since I started believing ghosts were EVERYWHERE especially the ones I talked to. Now, I don't have any emotions and if I do its toned down as to where I don't care and also I feel a bit of guilt because talking to ghosts are sins and im so depressed. Anti- depressants don't work for me. I almost commited suicide (again a SIN!) and I was extremely emo but my mom informed me that this is a major sin. I dont do it now but im still facing these problems... HELP.

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Comments ( 22 )
  • Are You Or Do You Hang Around Gingers?

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    • noodle76

      your going to get your nose broken in a minute

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  • I stopped reading after you mentioned ''ouiji board''

    Grow up.
    Stop bullshitting yourself

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  • Geldsmaggen

    Try this.

    1. Treat your ghosts as just being your imagination/subconscious talking to you in metaphors, not as literal because that will screw you up. And keep in mind how your behavior will be taken and if necessary do something in private.
    2. "Sin" is a concept for pathetic people with no self-esteem. Abandon it and be free!

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  • NotSoLaky

    you spelt terrible wrong you dumbfuck. anyways, you should let religion influence your life rather than control your life.If you want to talk to the ghosts do it. tell mom to go suck a dick. Theirs a thing in psychology called the power of suggestion. I think that because you're really religious and your mom is really religious your mind tricks you into thinking that you are possessed and different. Also the anti-depressants sometimes don't work and actually make everything worse. What anti-depressants are you taking?

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  • ThatKidTotallyRocks

    Funny how that Zozo is quite similar in name to another name given to Led Zeppelin's fourth album. And also the symbol Jimmy Page gave himself.

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  • despair.killz

    Zozo has no life hahahaaha

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  • despair.killz

    Oh okay well zozo sounds like a jerk (if it was real)! I kinda don't believe anymore because u guyz helped me.

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  • despair.killz

    Gingers? Huh!?

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  • despair.killz

    What the heck is zozo?

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    • Zozo is apparently a spirit/demon that commonly appears during ouija sessions and is responsible for all the bad stuff that happens afterwards.

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  • despair.killz

    Thanks guys! That helped. I am bullshi*ing myself and it really helped. This is all in my head. I mean I can't seriously believe this was real. Thanks for those who told me to grow up and let go...
    It super helped!

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  • iiznotnormal

    Ginger ?!:)

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    • noodle76

      garlic is better.

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  • MagickWithoutTears

    Why would you try anti-depressants if you don't have any emotions (such as being sad.) All anti-d's will do is make you feel numb.r

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  • I don't know if you're joking or not, but if you're not, you'll find that this site is not the best place for advice regarding this subject area. You learned a very hard lesson... I suggest you go to church and ask someone of authority in there for help. It's a sin, but you've learned. We all do. And I am sure they will forgive you and help you. Hurry, before it's too late.

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  • disthing

    You sound like someone suffering from paranoid delusions. Psychosis and neurosis. If you don't feel emotions, why would you even consider anti-depressants? Feeling sad is an emotion. I think you need to talk to a therapist or councillor since your mother doesn't seem to help telling you everything is a sin.

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  • It was probably Zozo.

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  • AngAnders112

    i think you're being a little paranoid. i was raised in a very religious family, so I know what it's like to have guilt for things you've done in the past. bc guilt amd shame is was they inflict on us for doin things they consider "wrong." but really it's all up to you to release yourself from that paranoia, shame and guilt. it may not be easy, but it's possible!

    if you really feel that all of this happened bc you played with a ouiji board, then maybe you should talk to a preacher?

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  • KickTheDog

    Ahahahaha sinner! I will haunt you. Only you can read this post.

    ~An evil ghost

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    • despair.killz

      Ghosts can't use the internet "kickthedog"

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      • If I was a ghost that could use the internet, I'd upload youtube videos of myself doing pranks.

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