Celibacy because i can't get a girlfriend

In my twenties I tried to find a girlfriend when I was ascetic but the truth is it's not going to happen, so I was celibate for a little while, obsessed with this healthy food of alkaline digestive enzymes.

So the result is I was a bachelor (I still am) because I was unmarried and without fucking anyone.

What I did was lived all alone in Amsterdam Crescent with no job, living a hectic lifestyle when I was inconsistently living the life I did, ordering a decaf soy latte.

It's a terrible way to live, I was ascetic because I had very little money.

Is that normal?