Collecting transformers toys & giving em personality's and...

well i collect transformer toys i have been for year about 5 and i got about 150 of em.
i get a paycheck from my dad for the work i do at a transition program it's a living skill/work experience from 12th+ grade to the age of 21 i am 19 at the moment and i get 25 dollars a week for lunch and actives etc and what i do is buy a transformer toy/toys and plan my budget around buying toys and paying for what i need etc i go bowling ever Friday and i know i need at-lest 4$ for it and i don't spend it no mater how bad i want my new transformer toy but say example i get 20$ on Monday and 5$ on Friday something is 25$s with tax i barrow from one of my teachers with is a very nice teacher they all are but that besides the point when i barrow 5$s i always pay em back and i pay them back asap i never forgot to pay them back and i would pack my own lunches roman-noodles canned soup left overs etc then using it for food i spend 90% of my cash on toys and 10% on food

i also give my toys cannon/OC personality's and traits backgrounds the full nine yards "of the ammo belt on a b-17/b-29" and the strange thing is when i talk to them and when i do they talk back it's odd to experience/enplane how it sounds it sounds but I've gotten use to it it's kinda like a different version of me and yet at the same time it feels like im answering my own question/responding to my self but not of my own will/conscious will but they never argue with me and when i talk to my transformer toys i seem to always become happier because they always support me in my time of need etc they even see my as a transformer my name is BlackWing and they call me by that name because i actually see my self as a transformer spirit trapped in a human body but i also see my myself as one of god's chrilden