Desire to be a wino
I don't drink any alcohol except for wine, I developed that habit several months ago, perhaps in February 2020, when I decided a wino just gets drunk on wine and has wine and no other alcohol. Chardonnay and shiraz are the only wines I choose to drink, I pour myself a glass of wine and hey presto, I'm drunk on a glass of wine, then I drink another glass of wine and get even drunker, usually a 2nd glass isn't sufficient so I pour a third glass of wine and then I'm satisfied. But I'm also writing the best philosophical work known to mankind while I'm drunk on wine, and it turns out as great as any person would say it's great. I don't have an opinion, opinions are against my religion, and believing people's claims is also against my religion, therefore it's a widespread judgement that I'm going to be drunk on wine.