Disgusting

About 12 or so I started to get that 'tingle' down there but never knew what it was, I always saw it as a bad thing because it was associated with bad things. for exampe i would have disgusting images flash into my mind, my brain would be like "OH GOD MAKE IT STOP" but down below was a different story.

Nowadays i seem to have developed a fetish for anything "disgusting", Doesn't matter what it is, as long as it's disgusting it turns me on. I don't act on this because I'm not a psychopath, I fantasize about terrible things like rape, pedo philia, child abuse etc. and it's turns me on. Which obviously sounds pretty fucked up and i wouldn't do it to real people cuz i do not desrie to hurt people. so is it normal to get turned on by terrible and disgusting things like this?

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Based on 53 votes (15 yes)
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  • Darktown

    Did you check out that guy here on IIN yesterday, he posted a video of him "Aggressively clipping his toenails". You might enjoy that

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    • Yeah I saw that guy's post lol i never got around to looking at the vid tho, sounds more painful than disgusting :( Did you watch it? I think it's been deleted

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      • Darktown

        Here you go. Enjoy.

        https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=5IPamw2K0xw

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        • LOL thanks
          i couldn't get to the end either cuz it has a 'psychopath' feel to it the way he's talking so much, and honestly i just hate psychopaths..
          fast forwarded to the up-close shots and yeah that made me cringe pretty hard...haha. so I guess at least im not as disturbed as that guy. lots of crazy sh!t on the internet huh.

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      • Darktown

        Yes it was deleted but the video is probably still on youthbe, i will check my ipad history and link here shortly (im on my iphone currently) Ive seen some crazy shit on the internet, i loved all the human centipede movies. This guys toenail clipping video i literally could not get to the end of it. I got weak from it. Ive never seen anything like it before.

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  • z26

    One one hand you shouldn't judge yourself too hard about this, its not like this is something you can control. On the second hand, you should try talking to a professional about this

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  • bucho's_butt

    I think what is going on with you is that you are lacking a girlfriend. Once you get a girlfriend things might settle down in your mind. Also, I think everyone has pretty disturbing thoughts that they won't admit nowadays because of the constant barrage of disturbing images from the television. We are traumatized over and over again by what we see on tv. We may not feel that way on a conscious level, but all the things we see on tv are having a tremendously negative impact on our brains and thought patterns.

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    • I'm not a guy and I dont watch tv

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      • bucho's_butt

        You can't just make a blanket statement like you don't watch tv. So you're saying that you don't watch anything whatsoever on that thing we call a television? And you never hear other people talk of what was on tv ie current events, movies, and shows? And when you're out and about, or at a friends house you absolutely never see a tv? Like I said, we're not necessarily consciously absorbing all of the things that traumatize us and warp our minds.

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        • I have no friends, I avoid socializing as much as possible, I don't do anything in my free time but sleep.

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          • bucho's_butt

            God...don't tell me that you're on anti depressants. That would totally explain everything you've been thinking about and the way you've been behaving. I tell people take ANYTHING but anti depressants. Take fucking painkillers if you think you need something. They'd be easier on your body and less brutal to get off of for gods sake.

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            • LittleGirlGagedAndRaped

              Rape Robbery and Violence. That was a good debate you and greasy-spicks had on "change in INN politics" Bravo. Read the whole fuckin thing.

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            • Nah, I've always been like this

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  • wistfulmaiden

    That's unfortunate. Try not to strangle anybody ok?

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    • lol ok

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