Disgusting
About 12 or so I started to get that 'tingle' down there but never knew what it was, I always saw it as a bad thing because it was associated with bad things. for exampe i would have disgusting images flash into my mind, my brain would be like "OH GOD MAKE IT STOP" but down below was a different story.
Nowadays i seem to have developed a fetish for anything "disgusting", Doesn't matter what it is, as long as it's disgusting it turns me on. I don't act on this because I'm not a psychopath, I fantasize about terrible things like rape, pedo philia, child abuse etc. and it's turns me on. Which obviously sounds pretty fucked up and i wouldn't do it to real people cuz i do not desrie to hurt people. so is it normal to get turned on by terrible and disgusting things like this?