Do i have an eating disorder ?
Don't get me wrong I love food. I like the appearance, the aroma, I even enjoy cooking. I just can't stand eating, I wish there was a way to just teleport the food into my stomach. I don't like the texture that most food have, like that slimey, soft, wet texture (almost like a tomato). I can get the food in my mouth, but it's such a bitch for me to swallow with out gagging. This has been happening for like 4 months now and it's seriously affecting my diet. I can't eat a lot of foods that I love, like macaroni and cheese, pizza, eggs, and stuff like that. I always try to avoid eating, so I only eat like once a day. I really want to eat but I can't !