Do i need mental help?

Years ago I was in a very dark place. I didnt want to live & I hated my parents. I plotted to murder my parents & younger siblings but I could never bring myself to do it. This wasn't an intrusive thought I made a whole plan including time,date and order of who to kill.

Years later im living with roommates, away from my family but the thoughts are coming back. I recently scared myself by being alone with one of my roommates & thinking how easily it would be to go and hurt them.
If I were to look for a professional to talk to, what kind of doctor should I talk to?

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  • KholatKhult

    Yes, get help

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  • A-sharp

    Yes, get help and meanwhile join a gym. it will make you proud of yourself.

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  • 1WeirdGuy

    I get thoughts like this too but ive never acted on them. Sometimes a guy will walk up to me and we will be talking and he will be standing a certain way at a certain angle and ill just have this random thought about how in a microsecond I could probably break the guys jaw with whatever punch hes lined up with at that angle. It kind of freaks me out sometimes that I have this weird thought but I have never even came close to doing it. Its never out of anger its weird.

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  • DADNSCAL

    Start with your GP. He'll steer you to the right professional.

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  • Curiouskitten444

    Psychologist

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  • Ihidabody

    I agree wholeheartedly with your comment.

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  • Ihidabody

    Well jeez, if you do end up doing it, do you plan on getting caught?

    Because this post will surely get you put in jail in no time!

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    • I don't plan on it, no. Because if I were to do it I would also kill myself.

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      • Ihidabody

        Well, then nothing to worry about.

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  • Orphan

    No. If you feel like doing it, just do it.

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  • RoseIsabella

    Get help ASAP!

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  • 1WeirdGuy

    I hate when people use this word but.... cringe

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