Do i need mental help?
Years ago I was in a very dark place. I didnt want to live & I hated my parents. I plotted to murder my parents & younger siblings but I could never bring myself to do it. This wasn't an intrusive thought I made a whole plan including time,date and order of who to kill.
Years later im living with roommates, away from my family but the thoughts are coming back. I recently scared myself by being alone with one of my roommates & thinking how easily it would be to go and hurt them.
If I were to look for a professional to talk to, what kind of doctor should I talk to?